nightmares, insecurities, date

[hostage_of_hope]

nightmares ALL night.

had dreams my husband was cheating on me with a Co worker. That he had "only" slept with her twice, but came home heavy heated and confessed to me. But wouldn't delete her from his fb because it was his bosses daughter and he needed to keep the peace!  She was ugly than me. Every time I woke up I was so happy because they felt

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[bookgurrl]

Sounds like you are having a rough day. The nightmares sound awful. Do you know why you have such strong insecurities about your husband?

I always beat my kids at Wii bowling which is funny because I can't bowl to save my life, nor do I enjoy it. lol.

I hope you are able to find some enjoyment in your date night. My husband often says he hates my disorder because it prevents us from doing normal things like going out to dinner.

My kids had a half day today too - they got home before I did today! We should go for a walk too - it's a beautiful day and we are expecting rain tomorrow.

I hope your day gets better.

[hostage_of_hope]

Every single person in my life has turned their back on me. Eventually it seems people thinks I'm a lost cause. I guess, I just wait for him to figure out I'm not worth the pain. But I should also figure out after seven years he's more in love with me now than he ever was. Plus, whatever emotional things I talk about during the day I drag into my dreams at night. Since I was talking to a girl whose husband cheats I drug that into my dream. My husband is literally all I have. I even wonder if my kids will love me.

My daughter beats me often on the bowling. She's really good. Drives oldest sons nuts! Haha

I have to prepare for a date. Usually that's by fasting during the day, and cutting back during the week.

It's supposed to be 70 with rain tomorrow. Ugh.

[lovesmonet]

That sounds like a bad nightmare. Hope you're not feeling too tired today after such a rough night. I think I have also had dreams about husband being unfaithful with a friend of ours. Maybe those worries lurk in the backs of our minds. Have a good day. Enjoy your walk with kids.

[hostage_of_hope]

I've had a few of those too! So weird.

We enjoyed our walk. Hope your day was good.

[hostage_of_hope]

I'm sorry! They are terrible. The more real they feel the loner they stick with you during the day.