I feel better now...not perfect because of all the other things on my mind. But I sure am relieved that talking with him went so well and that we seem to understand one another and want to continue to be friends. He was really good about everything I had to say, and I think as long as we're willing to meet one another halfway things should be ( Read more... )

You know, I had planned to write quite a lot in here when I got home tonight...but I don't feel I have the emotional capacity for it now. There is too much going through my head, a lot of which I am too unsure about yet to actually write down. So the very short version ( Read more... )

I feel incredibly nervous right now. I think it's a combination of pseudo-ephedrine (a nasal decongestant, but also a speed derivative) and too much caffeine. At least I won't feel inclined to take a nap! Instead I'm kind of jittery and feeling like I am anticipating some huge event. I actually kind of feel like I used the day before a big paper ( Read more... )

I don't think it's necessary to keep posting so much in here, but I just had to mention - to keep it fresh in my own mind - that ten years ago today was what I have generally considered to be the best day of my life ( Read more... )

All I want to do right now is to watch "Garden State" again. Maybe I should just listen to the soundtrack instead ( Read more... )

I am not quite sure how I managed to do this, but I ended up wasting almost my entire day until around ten at night when suddenly I got things accomplished! I got in my exercising and job applications over the course of the next few hours. Now I am sitting here wanting to write more about the U2 show, but I fear I'm already drained again ( Read more... )

Basically nothing I write here will do justice to what an amazing concert that was. U2 are more than a band, their music transcends mere melodies and rhythm. All the things I had read about U2's concerts being akin to a spiritual experience, how you can actually feel something special in the atmosphere of the arena, how even a place that can seat ( Read more... )

Sooo...I don't feel nervous about tonight (I really don't have any reason to, actually, we have assigned seats, so the only real concern is finding a place to park), and yet my stomach hurts like a bitch and I feel nauseated and just not well in a general sense ( Read more... )

24 hours from now I will have seen U2 live in concert. You better believe there is going to be an entry about that experience when I get home ( Read more... )

...the truth is that I am very very blessed. I have the most amazing, thoughtful, and surprising family. Lately, my mom and I have traveled to Portland twice and to Cranbrook once - totaling up to 25 hours driving in the car, and four nights of hotel stay. She is the only one who understands my crazy hockey obsession, and I just had such a blast ( Read more... )