So I woke up about 20 mins ago and I can't get back to sleep. Thoughts just keep creeping through my head. Thoughts about how unfair I feel relationships have or haven't treated me. It's just I see so many friends who've been hurt by a single particular person continously going back to them. Amanda, Kelly and Lindsey even, to name a few. Each ( Read more... )

Roe's engaged.... congratulations! And happy 22nd birthday to her.

It took breaking up with Trina to figure it out but I know what it is. In a year I will be on my own, alone. I won't even have the people I was in rotc to hang out with wherever I go because I'm one of like 5 people who should be graduating then, none of which are my friends. I look at Rob and Michelle and see Rob finally moving out at 25 and ( Read more... )

As much as it hurts... I prefer brutal honesty at the expense of sensitivity. But little did I know when I picked up the phone 20 mins ago of the swift kick to the groin I was about to receive. I dreaded it and kept telling myself it couldn't and wouldn't happen. It was too strong to be conquered in my mind. But apparently she and God had other ( Read more... )

I hate uncertainty. However, being the optimist I am, I look at the positive uncertainty. Definitely not always the easiest thing to do. It really does take its toll on you. Now, I'm not saying I'm being untrue or hiding something, because I'm not. At least I am not trying to. I've been unsure about this much like she has, just haven't voiced ( Read more... )

The Navy-Marine Corps. 230th Birthday Ball was great. It easily was better than the prior two because of a single person and she knows who she is. Even though I just let her go for a few hours about 30 mins ago, I miss her ( Read more... )

She is wonderful! I don't think words do justice here.

It's been months since i've done one of these...... but I don't know.
I'm confused.
Why?
My time is running out.

You said why don't I do a journal to sing the praises of God. Well here it is ( Read more... )

Ok it's been like 2 weeks since I've updated. I'm alive. Woohoo! I have 367 pictures and 15 videos from Hawaii. Unfortunately, they are on my dad's computer. So boo. Soon, I'll have them and you'll be able to see. Went to see 40 Yr Old Virgin and it was funny as anything. Recommend going to see it ( Read more... )