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Last night was the beginning of the end of a series of tripped-out dreams in my head. I still didn't sleep much, I think I'm still in sorting-mode. Mercury being in retrograde has ended as well(yes that comment may be tied to my sedona residency, thankyouverymuch) and I feel it this time. Maybe it was the last week when everything was ( Read more... )

Here it is, after the 4th. What a friggin weird day man. I keep thinking about Ohio. Need to go back, need to go back.

Too much time spent waiting. I dreamt of Ohio last night. Woke up to overcast skies, and for a moment thought I was in Mason. Tomarrow will be a day for getting things done and rewarding myself. Will's coming to visit. Time's flying so fast-possibly due to all of my waiting. Can't wait to live presently.

Keeping quiet on the outside is hard when you just want everyone to know what it is that you're feeling. I don't think many care or understand...that's why I try to tone down. Things are...shaken, good, different, expectant, impatient, slightly lost & abundantly procrastinate. Will's going to change something in me. I can feel it. He already ( Read more... )

It just won't go away. Every time I exert energy the fever and cough duo rears its ugly head. Nevertheless, I'll leave to Seattle tomarrow depite my healths' shortcomings. I'm so excited. These sorts of things fuel me. I feel grounded and recharged after leaving town sporatically. It's a strange high I get from it. I hate when things are ( Read more... )

Things are rapidly changing for me. It's so fast that I feel it's blinding me, and I'm left trying to grip some sort of reality of where it's all going. Thankfully, everything's for the better. I feel rewards thrown at me on a daily basis and I really can't pin them on anything kharmically. It's prolly just the ways of the world. Once you're ( Read more... )

I am stressin about life at the moment. Just had to get that over with so that the rest of this whole online journal thing can be a little pleasurable. hmmm. SO what's new with me....I'm moving to the village of oak creek. I don't really know what to think about still being in sedona except that I won't know untill I know what I'm doin with ( Read more... )

Today should last forever and be over at once. My life keeps changing and changing and changing. It's great being surprized. So I've been sleeping in woods, getting stuck at clifftops with no way of getting down, and feeling in ways I didn't think were possible. Taboo....yeah. So I'm dropping judgements and living life on my own account for ( Read more... )

Sitting in another room wishing that I was in another. The move to Sedona went well..even more so than expected. Reflections and past experiences repent, leaving me thoughtful and crisp. Yeah I sead it, crisp. Cold hikes with warm sun, a new state to view the world in, a new partner-for once not in crime, eh. Things are looking prosperitable.