I wish I was in bed with our cat kevin, curled up in a comforter of purrs. Ahhh I love watching the snow collect outside on the sidewalks of the square. I love my job. I get to listen to music all day and work completly by myself. Plus selling clothes and makeup is one of the easiest things to do. I wish I was on my way to Camp Verde with Sara ( Read more... )

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Smoke canadian weed.

Get your resolution here.

I'm so restless lately it's unbelievable. Ideally, it should be the other way around seeming I'm getting healthy again. I hate the hospital. I don't know what it is about this place, Orlando. It forces me to quiet down, think about my life and do things like smell the air. ha. Maybe that's why I'm restless, not b/c of the smell..but my life. ( Read more... )

Well...I found out yet again that Sara and I really do have more in common than I thought after speaking to her on the phone the other night. Sometimes I wonder if we're the same person, cloned, but opposite...ok that doesn't work. Anyways, I feel like everyone I want to see is gone or busy, and I'm left alone with my thoughts, which at this ( Read more... )

I had a really hard day today. Wayne's in town..that always means that it's pretty much a given that I'll have at least one loooonnnnggg lecture about whatever's under his skin in the moment. I had it tonight, and now I can barely keep my eyes open b/c it drained every ounce of energy from my body. Sometimes I can't stand anything but the future ( Read more... )

Well today's a not so lucky day for me. I was schedualed to have an interview with a very nice resort today, and sadly they called me and canceled it, saying that I didn't turn in my resume or an application...which is a lie. If I didn't do that human recources wouldn't have given my information to the woman hiring. Ahhhh-it's so frustrating. ( Read more... )

Have you ever had the urge to completey stop making decisions for the rest of your life, leaving only involuntary moments in your wake? Maybe that's what fate is...just shedding every layer of past residue, neither judging nor making a concious thought of what's right or wrong for yourself. Instead, just step aside from your judgement and let ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here at Aja's house listening to her working out her dorm-room situation in Seattle. It makes me sad to think that in nearly less than 3 months she'll be gone. Charlotte's going to Boston..Zoe's still in Mexico...Noelle's going to Flagstaff....Sara ohhh sara. What is sara doing? Haha I'm just kidding Sara. Aja and I are very ( Read more... )

Oh man are these strange days! So I don't know where to move, and my days are spent preparing me for my future. I look for jobs, places to live, schools I could attend, even working out for hours which falls into the future category right? The results aren't acute, even though my EXTRIEMLY sore ass wishes they were. So I guess for me, these ( Read more... )

A ton has happend since I last wrote. Holly and I broke up. I have to get out of sedona. I'm regretting ever moving from Ohio. I had a really good talk w/ Dylan the other day...and you really can't run away from your problems like he said. It's not like I've nevr heard that...it's just that the reality just sunk in I don't have anywhere to ( Read more... )