so for solo ensemble concert im going to sing & play guitar. im doing wonderwall by oasis. i love it. its so pretty. and it reminds me of anna.

im leaving in about twenty minutes to see one acts. im excited. but i have to stand outside for a while beforehand. it sucks. i have no homework. ned is being weird. i think hes mad about something. today was funny. maddy and alice are my lovers. we are going to have way too much fun together this weekend. i can already feel my sides aching from ( Read more... )

she looks in the mirror, stares, as if she could shatter the reflective glass with her eyes. she tilts her head to the side, exhales all the air trapped in her lungs, and rapidly inhales. she suspends the air in her body, her stomach becomes completely concave, and the bones of her hips reach out, pressing against her skin from the inside, ( Read more... )

jake gyllenhaal + john mayer = im okay

I FUCKING HATE THIS. NOT BEING ABLE TO LEAVE MAKES ME WANT TO BREAK EVER FUCKING WINDOW AND BURN IT DOWN. I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO SMILE AT NIGHT B/C OF THIS. I HATE THIS. I HOPE THAT SOMEDAY WHEN IM LIVING ON MY OWN I WILL HAVE ENOUGH COURAGE SO THAT WHEN MY MOM WILL ASK ME FOR THINGS AND I CAN SCREAM IN HER FACE "NO" AND MAKE HER FEEL THE HATRED ( Read more... )

i got the coolest dress from urban outfitters. it rocks. and im ordering a lot of shtuff from there online. cool beans. um, have a nice saturday everyone.

im so tired, but i can't sleep right. so i sit awake at night. this gives me time to think. but my thoughts fuel tears. i think about things that eat away at me. i think about the ways i want to escape. i think about regrets. i think about people. people i hate knowing, people im sad to say i no longer know. i think about memeories. i think about ( Read more... )

i know it was stupid. but i just couldnt help myself. and it feels so good.and i wont stop now. not now that ive started again.

you lied - i could forgive that
you faked - i was a little bothered but pushed it aside
you betrayed - i was in pain
you turned around and walked away- i fell to the ground
you never came back - i cried until my eyes bled and screamed until i went mute

Ned is my absolute favorite person. ever.