i just saw the butterfly effect. and im surprised to hear myself say this but it was good. ashton kutcher was good. it was really interesting. and i didnt feel like i wasted my time seeing it ( Read more... )

shopped a bit with mom, got a few cute things. went to the mall, ran into shoshanna which was good i miss her, and found a sweashirt i like. then saw win a date with tad hamilton, it was bute but very pretictable. these stupid fuckin little kids were surrounding us and wouldnt shut up during the movie. some retard put her feet on the back of my ( Read more... )

its finally the weekend. i got snow white sunglasses last night and they are my favorite things. ever. chilled with ryan and paul. saw some cool people at one acts. thought about things. said stupid things. im a hypocrite. and i know it. tonight has so many options. what to do?

linzi, you would like the band *death cab for cutie* if you havent already heard them. the singer is ben gibbard, the singer from the postal service ( Read more... )

and when I see you ( Read more... )

im disgusted with myself. its been 22 days, and im proud. and if it goes on for 343 more days i will be happier in a way. the more time were apart the more i get used to it. the more i like it. and its sad. and its wrong. but it still feels good. on some level. so if you read this, stay away. itll make me happier in the end ( Read more... )

fun times. doran and raffy came over. we chilled. theyre cool. but theyre just my friends ... and im thinking they feel differently. which is weird. and i dont know what to say. and i cant seem to figure out why they would anyways. this is weird. i dont like it ( Read more... )

tonight better be good. it better be more fun than last night. i need to laugh. dorian are you coming to one acts with me tonight?

i asked someone to do one thing, they said they would do it, and they fucking leave me alone. thanks a lot. why he fuck wouldnt you just say no in the first place. i fucking hate you. i hate you for pretending to care and then letting me fall. my night is ruined. and now, thanks to you, my mom will probably ask em to go spend the weekend with my ( Read more... )

i have my one act tonight. ew. i hope danny trips. i hope i mess up. i lost my script. im so fucked. and please dont fucking comment like a little positive energy and say "dont worry youll be GREAT!" b/c you have no fucking idea.