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Feb 06, 2006 23:26

I haven't binged in a week. I usually eat breakfast (cereal w/ ff milk) around 2:00 p.m. and then dinner around 9:00 (sandwich). I don't always follow those foods, but I'm still doing a lot better than before... I'm also feeling a lot less depressed. Still trying not to pay attention to calories or that voice that says 'starve youself.' It would ( Read more... )

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not_my_body February 7 2006, 08:39:41 UTC

Ohh im so glad to hear that you feel better. i hope it says like that for at least a bit longer.
Take Care, & hang in there,
xo R.

asthinasher February 8 2006, 08:28:40 UTC

this entry brings a mental smile to my...brain.
no binging for a week? that's excellent, m'dear. i aspire to be you. i'm two days strong, and hoping to last out until the weekend at least. we'll see how it goes.

as for the scale: it's crazy how even though it makes no logical sense sometimes, the numbers freak you the fuck out.
like i 'gained' 6 pounds in the past three days (although i 'lost' three of them this morning) and even though that's impossible, i FLIPPED when i saw it. i'm into less than 900 calories per day and 850 cal workouts for this week and i refuse REFUSE refuse to weigh myself because i know that just leads to b/p behavior.

fuck, why does it do that? ugh.

:hugs: youcandoityoucandoityoucandoit

thanks howtokillmyself February 10 2006, 09:00:44 UTC

That's why I try to weigh myself only once a week... it really helps.

vegakeyes February 8 2006, 17:04:44 UTC

argh!! i know that feeling so much! like having a shower is a triumph and i did always think it was too minging a thing to admit - it's so great you said it!!

found you through some random community.

Struggling with those same voices every day man. Sounds like you're doing really well x

vegakeyes February 8 2006, 17:06:05 UTC

Er...sorry i meant to post this in response to your previous comment where you did actually talk about having a shower!! sorry!!

howtokillmyself February 10 2006, 08:57:12 UTC

Haha, thanks. I felt kind of weird admitting that, but then I figured, since I'm only posting in e.d. communities, then most of the people who read it will probably know what it's like to be so depressed you don't even want to get out of bed... much less anything else..

ohtobeyou February 9 2006, 11:44:50 UTC

Hey,
I was just looking around at journals and I think we have the same layout- but how did you get your font that small? I have a free acount as well, and it like.... won't let me get my font that small. Is yours GENERATOR?
Thanks.

howtokillmyself February 10 2006, 08:48:25 UTC

It's just basic html. font size = ""

fat_teen February 13 2006, 16:28:01 UTC

:)
Good for you.
xoxox.
♥