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[howtokillmyself]

I feel very caught between wanting to get worse and wanting to get better

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ramble ramble

[cur]

I just really need to say this to you. You know this, of course you do, but you probably didn't think about it when you wrote this entry? - if you start purging again, or restricting, any of that stuff, you'll be wasting time even more than you feel you're wasting it now. 'Cause of how the ED will just swallow you up. *Shrugs* just my two cents. I hope you find a middle path. I hope I do, too. We're in the same boat at the moment, you and me, and we don't even know each other and we live on the opposite sides of the world.

Re: ramble ramble

[howtokillmyself]

You're completely right. I have wasted so much time on this e.d. already... and if I had tried to lose weight the "healthy" way it'd be long gone by now, instead years have passed...

[not_my_body]

I feel like were at the same stage regarding our ED. I know its hard & so tempting to just go back & let ur head win, but trust me when i say that its worth it in the long run. To stick this out & stay strong. Thats the only way that you will be free. & im sure thats what you want. To be able to do things that you wouldn't dream of doing now because your head isn't allowing you to etc. I believe you can do it.
Just stay strong,
Hang in there, its gonna be ok, im here if you ever want to talk,
xo R.

"There are no shortcuts to any place worth going"

[howtokillmyself]

I wish someone had had that quote for me in the beginning. It's still hard to acknowledge, but thank you.