i need drugs. trevor better be working tonight, so that will be possible for me. oh yes, i WORK tonight... again... i thought i was off today, but apparently i'm on call like a frickin doctor. kathy called and was like, 'can you work at 5? good!" and i was like... "uhhhh".

and i will pull the fucking trigger. fuck this, i need new fucking friends. i need friends that fucking have the same respect and trust for me that i have for them. if you have a 'best friend' and you could tell them anything, wouldn't you expect them to feel the same way about you? YOU don't fucking tell me anything! it drives me fucking crazy... ( Read more... )

hey, i am the world's greatest best friend. id you have a problem, i won't help you. i'll piss you off. i'll make you cry. i'll make you scream. i'll fuck you up... and then i won't even know what hit me.

i've been playing BASS, like a ton lately... and i've created a bunch of cool little riffs. but, today i actually made a song. a few of you can probably guess who it's about... and if you can't; just pick someone who fucked you over... think about them, get sad about it, and then you'll get this song ( Read more... )

my friends are so great, my enemies greater... but, the friends part totally makes up for it.

*thanks, you asshole
*li'l sean can eat shit
*maybe i was right about not talking to you, when seeing you is so much worse than i thought it was going to be
*sasha, we're on the same page
*and i thought looks could kill

you let europe tear us apart.

so today was rather boring. time passed so slowly at work it was unreal. but, brianne is cool, so i talked to her. now, i'm at majo's... which is funny because i just typed 'maho's' and that is comical. from now onnnnnn....... if anyone wants to talk to me, you need to call me, because uhhhh, it gets depressing whenever i call you and you don't ( Read more... )

i have a plan that will make everything better. but, maybe i'll slip up and make things perfect.

they're all back... the loves of my life have returned to me. i am no longer friendless in the u.s. but, i just feel so empty. i smoke too much. cigarettes, that is... so i know i'm stressed out. but, over what? i dunno. last night was the first night where i actually do not remember what i did after smoking with evan. that scared me, and ( Read more... )

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