I don't know what I want at all. How is it that I try so hard to be self-aware to the point where I'm probably ridiculously self-conscious and yet I feel like I end up knowing even less about what I want and who I am than anyone else? I overanalyze the hell out of my life to the extent that I feel like I can't even trust my own thoughts. It's ( Read more... )

My new favorite line from a pop song: "'Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar." Hehe ( Read more... )

What a rough day. I'm realizing when I feel awful I don't notice anyone. I don't look for people to say hi to or anything. I'm such a sulker. At least it doesn't happen much. College has made me realize how I have very little vision for the future, very little.

I just want to have a big party when I come home for Thanksgiving break because there are so many people I want to spend time with.

Hey everyone! This is my new address:
Annah Darling-Swallow Robin Hall 308
236 Reade Ave.
Upland, IN 46989

Love, Annah

Whenever I start to write on this thing, I start to feel like I've forgotten how to express myself and all I can talk about are problems I'm having that probably everybody else is ( Read more... )

I'm getting all these love-hate feelings for people. I know people are nicer when they realize they won't be seeing you for quite some time or may never have the chance to get to know you again. But it kind of hurts to be treated all nice just before leaving like that. Not that it's their fault, things should have always been like they are now ( Read more... )

Another foul-mooded day! I'm becoming a stereotypical girl with ridiculous moodswings I think. Got to love that.

I need a second home.

The past few weeks have been very eventful. I'm really enjoying it. To be honest, I'm definitely buying into the "it's your senior year, have fun" thing. I've also been spending way too much time in front of this computer, which feels a little bit pathetic ( Read more... )