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I forgot all about this blog.
I still have a love hate relationship w/ the world. Look me up on myspace. -
One week, $220 in doctor and pharmacy bills later...
I am feeling much better. Must of you didn't have to deal with me during the day, so it's hard to describe how I was, but just know that I will be back to my old self - depressed and self-loathing - instead of the monster I have been - depressed and anxious - this past week. -
Withdrawel
I haven't had Adderal in almost a week. My insurance company and former therapist have hung me out to dry. I can't remember being so angry with the medical system in general. No one gives a shit, they just want to cover their own asses ( Read more... ) -
Something that made my week
I was a little depressed after the show Wednesday night for Ray and CTP's last show. Something about having a good six minute set in front of a huge crowd and raising the energy for the rest of the show is easily overshadowed by the fact that I'm still going to work the next day. Nothing changes. It especially didn't help when I met a beautiful ( Read more... ) -
On being too negative...
A lot of people have told me that my sense of humor is too negative. It's not because I'm a negative person, because I'm a very optimistic yet rational person. I get up and do my thing every morning, and I generally try make the most of my time in all situations ( Read more... ) -
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I have so much energy right now and I have no idea why. -
so fucking pissed...
Last week, after hearing someone talk about being raped by black guys in prison, I said in my LJ, as you may remember, "I have decided that interracial raping is wrong." I then turned it into a joke, saying that I like interracial dating, but don't like interracial raping (being ambivalent towards interracial date-raping ( Read more... ) -
New year's/ Life resolution
I believe the only resolution I have kept was doing stand up in 2004. I started writing right after the first, and I haven't stopped. I don't think I day has gone by that I haven't. I went up on stage on February 26th, and I've continued to do so regularly since. I'd like to make a similar resolution this year. Something that will make an ( Read more... ) -
To all my friends in the midwest and east coast...
It's December 9th, and 73°F in San Diego. Suck on it, bitches! -
god fucking dammit shit ass cunt twat
I'm really overloaded at work. It sucks, because I need to finish up two projects before the end of the year. I keep getting pulled in too many different directions ( Read more... )