i don’t really know what to write.
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It's been almost four months without you. I don't know how the world keeps turning and how life continues on -- whatever kind of "life" i have now ( Read more... )

I feel so lost. So abandoned ( Read more... )

I don’t know why bad things happen to good people.

I don’t know why bad things seem to happen to me.

Tonight my dad died. It was sudden and unpredictable. I am so lost. I don’t know how to navigate a world without him. Yes, I’m an adult. Yes, I know the basics but how do I do anything. How do I celebrate a holiday? Or my wedding?? How do I justify ( Read more... )

So hi.
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to be honest, go fuck your self.

Tomorrow is Mother’s Day.
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Having trouble falling asleep.
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I don't have a leg to stand on, spinning like a whirlwind nothing to land on ( Read more... )

So in 20 minutes it will officially be 6 months ( Read more... )