Well to date things have been an everlasting snail pacing constant as usual for me. At devin's steeaaaling the internet at too-early-for-you in the morning. UPDATE: Karina is my GF (or fiancee something like that) and she lives 2 blocks from me, going on 3 months woot. Just had to say it to something, even my dog's ears will begin to bleed after so ( Read more... )

I haven't made an entry in awhile because it's not like anyone reads them anyway. I have been so down in the dumps lately and haven't been going to school as much as I should. I'm falling back into my old trends and feel that my life will return back to shit once I'm off my cloud of self-loathing. I just need a hug, a kiss on the neck and to be ( Read more... )

All of the drama of the day has revolved around the fact that I, Jon Nunez, masturbate. I was in my room doing my thang and my little step sister walks in... without knocking. So I put my wanker (the best substitute word I could think of) away and cover myself up. I tell her to go away and knock before she comes in. 2 minutes later she walks back ( Read more... )

At 2 am I stepped outside to accompany my dog outside, after 2.3 seconds of the hardcore windchill factor, my testicals were frozen and thus dropped off... I just left them there.

They let us out of treatment at 3:30 today but I had to wait in the cold (by choice) for 45 minutes anyway. I only had a white shirt on (also by choice) so you could totally see my cool new tats. Radeon totally rocks.

Every Tuesday we have family night at treatment and we have to stay until seven. We watched the Incredibles inbetween the end of school and the group. I totally have a crush on Elasta-Girl

I started day treatment today at the court and to my surprise Andrew is there with me. I really need to start making plans before the weekend and 2 hours until monday. I'm feelin sick today and can't look at this bright screen anymore... I could turn the brightness down, but eh...

I went to two parties last night and didn't have too great of a time. I'm just really mad at myself for all of the things that I have done leading up this point knowing what that kind of behavior will result it. Insanity is doing the same action over and over expecting different results so I am definitely crazy. It seems like every action I perform ( Read more... )

I've always hated missing school unless absolutely needed and I cannot go to school until Monday. Stupid rehab steps... apparently, people who admitted that they are drugs addicts aren't allowed to associate with normal people (if there are any). Tommy showed up at my window last night with super surprising action. I forgot how close I was to my ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to connect with life and not feeling like such an oddball. It's strange... I'm still the same person just more there. Maybe it's all of the drugs and junkie foods worked out of my system, or my brain finally recovering from high doses of anti-depressants. Whatever it is, I could easily get used to it. Christmas time is closer ( Read more... )