This is a horribly late response to a "tag" from like a week ago....but I just started stealing internet again!  Hooray, for neighbors and their free wireless ( Read more... )

Update on my life, mainly to remind myself that I Am Still Among The Living ( Read more... )

I'm tired of mornings and afternoons and evenings and nights.  I'm tired of shaking fingers, clenched teeth and a pounding head.  I'm tired of rebirth and of daily renovations from nightly destructions.  I'm tired of following the steps in this macabre dance.  I know exactly what I'm doing, and I hate it, every fucking second of it, I hate it ( Read more... )

"Do you want to fuck?"

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me, do you want to fuck later, or what, why are you calling me?"

This is a hard question, play the game right, sound appropriately shocked, sound stunned, you vixen, you sex kitten, you: "No, man, what are you talking about? Can't I just want to hang out with you tonight? I mean, like, after we're done ( Read more... )

Shit.

I am going to live to be sixty.

Fuck.

I am going to die alone ( Read more... )

"You're fucking insane!"

"I'm not insane! You're the insane one! Are you kidding me, Mr. 'I-Took-Home-a-Homeless-Boy'? Am I talking to the kid who had people sign his goddamn mattress before they left his house in the morning? If I'm insane, then you're a fucking lunatic!"

"Look: I've heard your stories, I know what you get yourself into. I'm ( Read more... )

You really have no goddamn clue what goes on in my life anymore, do you. As in, you have no idea where I've even been the last few months, nor do you care ( Read more... )

So, I have definitely partied the hell out of my pathetic crush on my lame (ex)boyfriend.

After deciding it was over at approximately 2:45 AM the day after Valentine's Day, (right about the time I ran into my friend Adam, also fresh from the bars...) I officially declared the week "Evan You Suck At Life and You Were a Horrible Boyfriend and I Hate ( Read more... )

Fuck.I would rather be less happy and stable than deal with these goddamn psychotic waves of emotion pulling me out to sea every other week ( Read more... )

Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post the first line [or so] of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review ( Read more... )