my life was finally on the right track. i love my job, i love my apartment, i love my roommates and i finally got an effin car. in one stupid mistake my whole world was thrown into upheaval. 3 letters....d..w..i ( Read more... )

well. new job. new/old responsibilities. data entry and insurance verification but also dealing with sales reps and drivers and patients and doctors and everyone you could imagine in the medical field. its going on my 3rd week and im slightly burnt out already. didnt help that my first 2 weeks i did OT and will do that continuously until i get ( Read more... )

darin and i got in this long drawn out text war the other day. my end conclusion is....PSYCHO. i shouldve known when jude said darin is psycho. we all smell our own kind ( Read more... )

yaaaay. im free of all the drama that has been plaguing me for way too long. im not leaving til tomorrow to austin, but the past few weeks have been fantastic as far as getting rid of the baggage and now...im readyyyyy to droooooooooop!

im so frustrated with everyone right now. i apparently am supposed to be seeing darin, but he hasnt showed me that he likes me as much as he says he does. he doesnt try and see me, he talks to me when its convenient for him, and he just in general shows a lack of consideration. i wanted to keep my distance for this exact reason. i just dont believe ( Read more... )

i was close. im moving to austin. yay! im also hungover in bed reading ohnotheydidnt. god ive missed you LJ.

beav said something about lj and i remembered how much i miss it! kind of. not really. i just remembered the last thing i wrote in here had to do with assbag so i decided i should update about something not relating to assbag ( Read more... )

ugggghhhhh why cant i stop?!?!?! i couldnt let go of rene but then i finally did when i met scotty and now i cant let go of him. obviously the problem here is me. i think maybe i just dont like giving up on relationships that dont feel done. when i finally realized i didnt have the same feelings for rene and there was nothing more i could do it was ( Read more... )

Five things you will find if you open my purse ( Read more... )

so we finally ended things. no yelling, no drama, nothing happened to make me hate him....so why does it still suck? it seems as though both of us still wanted this, but he didnt want to even try. he said there was too much damage. i know all the things i did wrong, and i think he knows all he did that was wrong. so if you know this stuff arent you ( Read more... )