i guess we just need time apart. real time. im really fucking bummed like...sincerely. i dont want to hear 'he wasnt the guy for you' 'it wasnt right' blah blah blah. that stuff does not make me feel better because you know what? he was right for me. no one knew us. no one saw what we were when we were together. no one really knows him. no one ( Read more... )

i really dont know anymore.......

i really do. i HATE her. 40 million dollars for one school that promotes elitism and materialism? why not spread that 40 million dollars and build 20 schools for all kids...not just a select group of 100 girls.... to actually learn something of value ( Read more... )

i havent quite updated about the whole rene sitch, but dont worry....things are great. things have never been better and we arent quite 'official' yet, but we are definitely getting there. he loves me lots and i love him lots. so yay!

I'm so sorry I'm so paranoid ( Read more... )

tiffany tagged me to do this 20 weird/random facts about me so i guess i shall ( Read more... )

things are majorly fucked. rene and i are no longer for sure of whats going to happen in the future. we used to be so positive that we were going to get married, and have babies, and be together for as long as possible. now he likes some other girl, and isnt sure of anything. im being punished. im not going to dwell....im going to try and improve ( Read more... )

how are you?

97
bleeder (fuck. its my favorite.)
nose over tail
radio

non alkaline songs:
the fray- over my head
nightmare of you- my name is trouble
all american rejects- dirty little secrets
american football- never meant

so i suppose i should give a REAL entry. i used to write in my LJ all the time. what happened? oh yeah. anyway, things are OK i guess. my apartment is great. im way happier there than at the last place. i dont ever want to leave home because its so nice. seven is happier too i think. shes more feisty and she has put on weight. i really think she ( Read more... )