That feeling that is equal parts pure joy & sorrow.

It is quite possibly the greatest thing that can possibly happen to me.

Recently I have seriously considered cutting myself off from all human contact again ( Read more... )

I can hear you there between my two hear-y things, tinkering away. I wasn't sure if you still did that. Of course now this means that I'm going to have to talk to you again & that has always been a mixed blessing ( Read more... )

Okay, yes, even my last post agrees. This is normal & you will get over it at some point. Just try not to freak out or fuck off anyone until it goes away. Especially don't (even though you already have) completely unload all of your crazy onto a person you were really getting on with but still don't know all that well. This is not the way to make ( Read more... )

Wow, I really do go round & round & round again in a never-ending circle of crazy ( Read more... )

Insomnia, swift & violent changes in mood, loss of all sense of time, drunk.
It's good to be back to my old self.

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When I received my provisional results for my degree I was feeling very meh about the whole thing as I assumed that my grades wold average out to give me a 2:1.

However, after receiving written confirmation of my results I spent a good deal of time swearing & jumping up & down in disbelief before telling everyone I could that I will be getting First ( Read more... )

Pure, unbridled hatred. Yeah.

Since my last post I have had a major mental incident which involved locking myself away, being rather ill, not eating and not sleeping for several days due to one of my friends inadvertantly introducing me to the object of my one true phobia. I can think of many times in my life where I have wished to have a ( Read more... )

For some reason I am shocked to find how few people have access to my online journal. However, after even a moment's thought I realise that out of my limited circle of friends there are next to none who use livejournal of anything of a similar nature & those that do all have access to mine ( Read more... )