I found out my provisional results today. Of what remained unmarked from the beginning of the year I received 2-1s in 40 credits and 1sts in 30 credits. This means that my final degree shall be a very solid 2-1.

However I feel no elation, no joy, no relief. In fact I don't feel much of anything at all. At this very moment my feelings consist only of ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went out with "friends" and hated every second of it. I occasionally tried to enjoy myself but mostly I focused upon how I hated everyone who was there and could possibly be there.

Would alcohol have helped? Either I just would've hated them more drunkenly or I would've joined in on their inane prattle and become the object of my hate. ( Read more... )

Breaking out is hard to do.

Fan-fucking-tastic. I've just been accused of plagarism in one of my recent pieces of coursework. As if I don't have enough to deal with at the moment already. Well, I say I've been accused, in actual terms I've been sent an email with the ominous title of "Plagerism" which is worded in such a way that anyone working at the Uni is completely in the ( Read more... )

You have to see this: http://www.newsweek.com/id/139334

Cower in fear people, terrorists have infiltrated our doughnut industry. They have already begun to brainwash us with icons of the bloody Islamic jihad, cunningly disguised as a paisley scarf.

But that's not all, listen to THIS: http://www.shareholder.com/mattel/downloads/ ( Read more... )

In this moment, I am happy.

The Buzzhorn - Ordinary
Serafin - Day By Day
Bush - Land of the Living
The Von Bondies - C'mon C'mon
Yellowcard - Breathing (I think there may be a better one by them but I can't find it on my laptop)
Hell is for Heroes - I Can Climb Mountains
Hundred Reasons - Silver

My mind has most definately atrophied, and it wasn't exactly fantastic in the first place. I know writing essays at this level is much harder than any of done before but even when I roughly know what I'm doing I simply do not have the ability to put anything into words. I used to be able to bang out 2000 words in less than a couple of hours but now ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do.

I've lost my phone as I was dancing rather enthusiastically (also possibly drunkenly) in Trinity tonight. Just to let you know that there's not much point in texting/calling me in the immediate fututre.