"the world is round, and the place which may seem like the end may also be the beginning."

i really am just one big ball of patheticness.

in one of my most recent posts, left on sep 9, i talked about a girl that i formerly used to hate with a passion, but after being forced to spend two class periods with her a day, i decided that i should suck it up and learn to love her. and up until today, i actually did. well, i didn't love her, but she was tolerable to the point that at times i ( Read more... )

i am taking three hellacious AP classes.
i am the editor-in-chief of the yearbook.
i am the president of a club and plan to start two or three more clubs this fall.
i have a job.
i may be a co-captain of the mock trial team next month.

i'm really overwhelmed.
and i don't know when to stop.
i keep adding more and more extracurriculars to my list.
even ( Read more... )

there is this girl that is in a couple of my classes and i had class with her last year and every time she would talk, or move even, all i wanted to do was wring her neck, step on her face, and eat her alive.

and that's the pg version.

as soon as she intrusively walked into my life i began to hate her. i truly can't remember anything about her that ( Read more... )

i feel like i've been genuinely happy lately.
i've been telling my parents that i love them without that awkward feeling that always used to ensue afterwards.
i've been doing all of my homework and trying to do well in school.
i have good people around me that love me and that i love in return.
i'm involved in a lot of activities that i am really ( Read more... )

first day of school? YEAH!

let me just put it this way: when i got home from 7 hours of school today, i was actually EAGER to see my parents so that i could tell them about it. typically i hide in my room or give them half-assed responses with a blank face.

so far, all of my teachers and classes look really inviting and fun - a lot of work, but still ( Read more... )

mind, body, and soul.
i don't know what i would do without you.
i love you.

summer survey:

Looking back on this summer, have you...

1. Drank alcohol? champagne.
2. Cried? yes.
3.Kissed anyone? yes.
4. Been on a vacation to a different state? no.
6. Been to the beach? no.
7. Been to an island? yes.
8. Done drugs? no.
9. Smoked? no.
10. Snuck out? no.
11. Had a sleepover? yes.
12. Stayed up all night? 'til like 430.
13. ( Read more... )

the other day i was watching "parental control" on MTV with joe [yeah, kill me]. if you don't know what it is then it's a dating show where someone's parents pick three people for their son/daughter to go on a date with in hopes that they'll break up with their current girlfriend/boyfriend. but now to the good part: a few days ago joe and i were ( Read more... )