I dont really know what emotion i should be displaying...
i am at a loss

i miss them and i love them and all the wonderful things people said tonight
and they cant go to college

i want to be an individual...
can i?

3 and a half hours of Sex and the City later I realize why Jackie is one of my best friends, and why she is so awesome.

So far Spring Break's been awesome. Spent today with Kiki and tonight with Jackie I leave for the beach on Wedsenday and if you feel like driving two hours your welcome to come.

<33 Tracey

I hate how some people never realize ( Read more... )

<33 Spring Break <3

This is the best time for me

Sweeney starts tommorrow and honestly i cant wait for it to end. I hate my crew and I hate how i dont like valerie b/c of lights, outside of it she's fine but right now i cant stand her. Inschools today were good, nice to have a break from class, yet they were long, really long especially being in the cut for 6 hours. Colored Girls is next week... ( Read more... )

I find the people i dont know the most intriguing of all, and i never get bored. I just set myself up for failure

Im excited, really excited. Jackie is picking me up in a few hours and we are going mini-golfing then to hang out with Casie, because she has to stay in and babysit. I'm so excited that the 3 of us are going to chill for a little while. I havent hung out with the two of them since like the last night of summer and dont remember the last time just ( Read more... )

Why dont we hit restart, become something and someone different. I wish i could just go back to that moment step outside my comfort zone. To be something ive never been in that situation, implusive, daring, and not me. I wanted to tell you, but i didnt, i was afraid, i think i still am. How about we recreate that situation, and ill be different i ( Read more... )

I miss it. More than anything i miss being there, with those people. Im happiest there, i know this b/c its only then am i willing to get up at 7 just to have a quiet morning. to relax. I hate coming home more than anything. i never seem to be able to focus, i just can only concentrate on missing. I think i would feel better if i knew i was going ( Read more... )

Im still in canada...tomorrow is day 3 of trying to leave...today was closer than yesterday...Ive learned a lot about people and my expectations of them...yet i cant figure our what i learned from one experience...i have 13 hours of travel (hopefully) tomorrow to work on it... i was at the airport from 10-415 today and got no where...hmmm ( Read more... )

I leave the house in 5 hours and the country in 7. Im scared. Well excited and scared. I dont know its just weird, i get this way before every trip, and once im there its fine. its just a matter of getting there and the fact im not done packing, nor am i ready. I want to sleep but i cant i kno i cant. I hope everything is okay, i pray it is. Trips ( Read more... )