i am going to make an apointment to go see the doc soon... and Yes Theresa, you can go with me... man, i woke up this morning and my chest felt sunken in, i wanted to yell..... killer shooting pains to the heart, uhhh.. watch, they are goin to tell me i have like cancer or something... can't look at it badly.. ok kiddos, i am out.. Lates

i duno whats wrong guys, my heart is hurting, litteraly, uhh.... like earlier, i was on the floor and i looked at my mom and it hit, my heart felt like someone grabed, squezed, and twisted it. freak man, it hurt so bad, everything slowed down, i wanted to pass out... i played it off like it wasn't bad, but ahhhh.... man... i am guna wait a while ( Read more... )

i wish i would have listened to the warnings..... they just kinda echo in my head now... giving up... one week wasn't supposed to hurt.... what can i do.. nothing.... nothing but live life to the fullest, cant let this little... whatever it was.. hold me back, i am still alive, that all that matters.... here is to what we had, and what we won't ( Read more... )

i feel like i am just letting her go, like i am not fighting for it, like i am not struggling, is this the end? do i just watch it die? WHAT DO I DO! she doesn't think we'll work out, i just want to try to make it last, i don't want to just let it go.

Being sick suck man.... i am hurting and have like no energy ( Read more... )

Every day 14 young people (15-24yrs of age) commit suicide ( Read more... )

The past two days have been fun, this weekend should be good too

Homecoming was sweet, man, i felt so white on that dance floor, o well..... Can't wait till Winter Formal ( Read more... )

i am doing this off the top of my head

Shadows move in silence, the night lit in candles,
so sleep now, there is no morning for you,
the apathetic complexion that lays tranquil,
this endless nightmare, you took your last breath,
With agony we say our last farewell,
our last minutes left lingering.

Everything is to freakin trendy, what ever happened to the old day's, the ones where i had my brother, when i wasn't afraid to be who i am, Freak all this man, the world can't live there own life, everyone has to live someone else's, you can't fool me anymore, i know who you are deep down inside, it's not you choosin what you wear and what you do, ( Read more... )