So, ich bin in Deutschland. Goods and bads both. Firstly, my flights got all switch-a-maroo'd so no luggage for Elise. Danke shochn to Alex though for trying to help me find them while abroad. The flight switching wasn't bad except for that major part. Anyway, let's go through my past few days ( Read more... )

All I want is the best for our lives my dear,
and you know my wishes are sincere.
Whats to say for the days I cannot bare.

My goodness, I just cannot study. So, of course, it's to here. Funny thing: when I'm at Alex's place, I can't see my friends page or my page at all. Yet I can still post? Does not compute. But oh well because in 4 days, I'll be ( Read more... )

Not Bob Dylan, who seems to be the only person people listen to on here. Not that I don't love me some Dylan but yeesh. SOMETHING NEW. PINK FLOYD.

There, I did it. Something else is there. I feel better. Do I need there to always be something else? Something new? Yes, absolutely I do. Did you know I have never had my scenery constant in the past 10 ( Read more... )

On fire. But that sounds too positive, I could say all over but that's not quite right either. Damn my vocabulary skills of being able to recognize most words but not being able to find the one I want in my mind ( Read more... )

I have run out of constructive things to do ( Read more... )

Maybe if I say it enough, it will sink in? At the moment, I'm in the shallows. Wading around, testing the water. A little chilled and not ready to make a leap yet.

Driving back from Birmingham Monday night, half my face numb from anathestic that still hadn't worn out, proved to be entirely surreal. Phone died Saturday night, so I had three hours of ( Read more... )

Things I should be doing right now ( Read more... )

So it started off Monday, I was sick with a sore throat.
Tuesday, still sick.
Wednesday, oo I'm beginning to feel a little bit better.
Thursday, man yeah, I feel good.
Friday, oh yay, Alex is sick now.
Saturday, oh he's still sick.
Sunday, man, still sick. Oh and I feel sick again too.
Monday, both sickly individuals return to their respective homes.

So, ( Read more... )

I need a mecca. A pilgramage if you will. Something I can aim for, shoot to, want. Anything really would do. In fact, the less actual importance my mecca has the better. While a journey is what I desire, it doesn't need to culminate per say. No "After the ages of hardship and toil I endured to get here, finally I enter Valhalla." No, what's in mind ( Read more... )

Now, I am officially done with my first year of college. What are my feelings ( Read more... )