scott jackson (and others) have informed me there is a rumor going around campus that i am signed to k records/that k records is interested in me and has contacted me.
i asked scott jackson if that means people think I'm cool and he said yes yes it does.
whoever started this rumor: i love you so much, keep up the good work.
i didn't want to open it because i was afraid it would be too angry and i AM ALREADY DOWN AND OUT GODAMMIT. but it wasn't. it was beautiful and sad and i didn't know my heart could break more than once, from more than one person.