I have a pic of me on here finally

Well i had a really good day today :) I feel great because i havent eaten anything today and people have been giving me complements on things all day. Someone even said that my face is thinner and it looks good :) ! YAY i leave in two days for san francisco for a choir competition, with my jazz choir, I get to sing my song there too i am SSSOOO

wow i havent updated in a while, i dunno i have been taking antidepressants and i just feel all around more relaxed and happier . I have lost like 5 lbs and i think its because the meds make me happier and i dont do the whole binge thing. actually i did do it once but i purged afterwards and it was my first time succeeding at it :) yay for me but i ( Read more... )

Yeah ok so yesterday i was like i feel like eating sooooooooo I exercised on my elliptical for about 2 1/2 hours!! i burned 2000 cals! yay for me but now yeah i am not tooooo hungry :( i am soooooooo bored I dont have school today either, not mon, tues, or wed and i usually love going to school because its sooo easy for me not to eat, but i am ( Read more... )

YAY WEIGHT FALLING OFF !!! lost 3 lbs :)

I dont know what to do i mean why do i constantly think about food! it consumes my every thought and action. I sit at night thinking i could have eaten less and i could have lost weight. Food controls me , i feel sick when i even look at it. When i put it in my mouth i want with everything in me to spit it out! People say that being anorexic is ( Read more... )

yay its saturday!!! well i had a pretty bad week i mean like totaly binge on whatever i want week lol it was terrible i felt sick all day ! I am totally better now though :) my fast is going good i am on 16hrs lol hahah oh well. This sounds crazy and i think its not that good of a thing but, because i have diabetes, i have needles and when i was ( Read more... )

I dont deserve to call myself ANA!!! :( i suck

ok so its now two thirty and i have not eaten anything ! I feel great and i have decided that i am not eating anyhting today or tomorrow then i will maybe eat a fruit or something and then well probably wont eat for a while,we will see , I loooooooooove the feeling i get when i dont eat! I feel so proud! Every new morning is like i am one step ( Read more... )

ok starting a fast TODAY i dont know how long but yeah if anyone wants to fast w.me thats cool :) the more support the better we will do!!!! I am going to loose 15 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes i am

starting weight 120 lbs