I havent been on this a while and it's amazing to think that when I used this before it was too bitch and moan about the injustice of unrequited love, how i wish those were my only problems now instead of these "real" ones ( Read more... )

it's been a while ( Read more... )

im ecstatic today. i asserted myself to people who are meant to help me in life and told them i can help myself better than they can, then marched out head held high. put on some songs that make me smile, recovery by funeral for a friend and saosin's you're not alone are pretty good to sing out loud when there are old people at the bust station, ( Read more... )

i have to be quick but its on my mind now ( Read more... )

so i tried talking to someone. she wanted to stay as friends after we broke up and i have been tryign but she is so hostile to me. i finally told her to shove it because she isn't making any effort and it hurt. how can two people who had so much love be in the situation we are? i'm serious we never fought, we were just happy, we talked about the ( Read more... )

i don't care that i post on this more than anyone, better posting on this where no-one reads than on myspace or something, i am being more considerate with my emotions recently. i still have them but i don't let as many people know. so let's get down to the whinge part. it doesn't matter how long you have been broken up, knowing your first love ( Read more... )

i just don't get girls anymore. growing up with my mum telling me everything right to do, watching rom-coms and learning what not to do, treating girls like queens, everything i have studied has been wrong apparently. me and Danielle agreed that seeing other people, since she isn't moving back, is a good idea. Now she is shouting at me for liking ( Read more... )

so i have been out pretty much every night recently. i say out i have just been at cats. i want to do other things aswell but the lack of a phone means i can't get in contact with any of my friends. ah well. i got 4 shirts in the mail today, pretty stoaked about that, not stoaked about the fact i was meant to be hanging out with someone tonight and ( Read more... )

it's recently occured to me that i am in a clique, and it's amazing ( Read more... )

i am an idiot for ever thinking me and her are meant to be together, it's not her fault though she just feels the same way about someone else as i feel for her. other girls are pretty dense too and this girl who i am friends with got treated like shit by someone i know and still sends him like naked pictures and videos and i don't know why. i am ( Read more... )