i spent all day being lazy ( Read more... )

i am still not sure about leaving ( Read more... )

i bitch and moan and whinge a whole lot. it's just who i am. in all honesty i should be completely happy, i dont work, dont go to college, just live off my parents and go out constantly getting drunk and partying, and i have no problems with girls, they love a bit of the calum even though he doesn't want them. my life is great. last night one of my ( Read more... )

it is common knowledge that you never forget your first love. you move on for little spells and fall for other people but as soon as you end it with them you go right back to thinking about how amazing your time with your first love was. i am supposed to be moving soon, in january to be specific, but there is one thing stopping me. i have a salon ( Read more... )

i keep getting panic attacks and they are getting worse. I know the cause of them i just can't stop it because i am a fool. thrice are amazing live, circa survive are better though. I have a driving lesson soon but i want to just say one thing. i miss being desirable and attractive. i don't feel that i have gotten uglier but for some reason i don't ( Read more... )

everyone do this if you need to ( Read more... )

you know what i want? to win the euro millions rollover next week all to myself, i think £100 million would make me more than happy. the whole money can't buy you happiness thing is bullshit, it so can. if i had money i could be at the pub right now getting really happy with jo and then coming back here and getting even happier in bed with jo, but ( Read more... )

so there is this girl, who i like, who is super awesome and cute and we watch lots of movies and cuddle lots and lots and lots and lots, but we will never be more. it makes you think that maybe everyone is made for someone and once they have found that someone they can't move on, well not properly. i still haven't moved on properly, i am constantly ( Read more... )

last night i was in pretty much the worst mood i have ever been in ( Read more... )

this new year started shit, I think we all heard I ended up in hospital ( Read more... )