why can't some people see that everything they want is everything they threw away? why are some people so blind, you say you want that perfect boy but I am that perfect boy, everything you want is everything you had, and you say that I am still attractive and lovely and amazing but why the fuck aren't we back together ( Read more... )

June 30th 2005- This was without a doubt the day that changed my life, it was the day I met a beautiful girl, an amazing friend or 5 or 6 or something and stopped drinking EVERY day of my life ( Read more... )

haven't done one of these in a while ( Read more... )

I havent been on this for a while so I will reply to all journals I read in one go on this ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got moved into my day release class ( Read more... )

I kind of wish I took James from Son of Dorks offer of joining a band with him when he asked me in february.
Sure I would have no friends but I would be fucking rich and be on top of the pops and be having sex with Fearne Cotton, damn right.
Instead there is that stupid blonde "hardcore" kid in it.
PSSSHTTTT
I should've sold out.

Last night I did some thinking.
I am back to being calm rational calum.
thank fuck for that.

I am fed up with being sensible, selfless, and like me ( Read more... )

I should stop worrying about shit so much.
Michael John likes me.
If I don't get this job then I have lost all faith in human beings, and he must be a REALLY good actor.
The interview went well by the way.

PS I think my mum likes Panic!... Score.

I am not looking forward to my interview tommorow ( Read more... )