Thanks mattdantodd for my special gift today!!!!! i love it, it makes me happy (and, it's for a good cause!!!).

yey for the love of friends doing little awesome things for me!!

1) i have a hard time following rules. i often fight authority in order to make sure the beat of my drum stands out, while still complimenting the overall sound of the band. this has gotten me in trouble much less often than one would think.

2) i love sushi and indian food. i love the beach. i love the sound of a trickling river/stream. i love my ( Read more... )

Full moon and equinox and a megamoon this weekend.

no wonder my body is totally anxious, my personal and professional life are both overwhelming and unnerving and i can't shut off my brain, sleep or sit still. i want to tell the universe to bite my fat ass and kiss off. add on the screwy weather and barometric pressure and seriously? enough is ( Read more... )

no uterus. 7 weeks pissed away. and now i have to go back to work.

what can i have removed now???

i had plans to clean my house like a maid would. put all my clothes away that are just piled in the closet. walk my dogs daily. begin exercising. make dinner each night. go for drives and spend time with friends. catch up on all kinds of fun stuff for ( Read more... )

i think i've decided that i'm not doing nano this year. nothing has come to mind in terms of writing. my november appears to be a little crazier than normal. i'm just not feeling the possiblity this year, despite wanting to do it.

sad.

i think i'll feel a little empty not doing it. i'm just hoping i'll also feel a little more calm.

 if you're willing to help out my niece and receive one piece of mail you can throw away when you get it, her GS troop gets $ for every so many addresses they can send a "do you wanna order magazines" to. you DON'T have to order or even read the letter. just offer your address. if you're willing, please. thanks!

today was horrible in terms of work and feeling completely used and abused. plus, yesterday and today, emotionally, i'm just struggling. having a hard time letting go right now and am doubting myself so very much.

so, when i got some texts from a friend tonight, it felt really good. thought i'd share:

i just wanted to tell you that i think ur great! ( Read more... )

( maybe - sick puppies *** stand still - issacs )

Food Network at 9pm, The Great Food Truck Race. Watch it.

why?

Cause it's in Jonesborough, TN. That's right, my neighboring city. (kinda diamond bar to pomona) The 'oldest city in TN". Some of you have been there, cause it's one of the stops I always take people to because of how old it looks and how often I had to work there for so long. Plus, it ( Read more... )

( danni's senior picture ...yea, it's a proof, so please excuse the watermarks. )