yea, lol so apparently I have no choice in the matter. I can't miss out on hanging out with the co-workers tomorrow night and I have to go to cowboys.....god help me. If someone tries to make me line dance i'll scream like a little girl. I think i'm going to end up being a designated driver. ehhh, what ever, if I go this time I can claim to have ( Read more... )

Visited arbys last night. Nutt and Logan were there, majorly awesome. Logan actually had my afi cd, and I was just starting to get distraught about not having it. I've been craving to listen to "Answer that and stay fashionable". I listened to it on the way back from school this morning, oh my gosh. I was so hyper. I wish my tape deck worked so I ( Read more... )

I just wonder what more can be done right now, realisticly speaking. I mean virtually everyone can vote, racism isn't as strong. It still exists but it's not as strong. I hope more can be done about that, but if that discusion is ever brought up in front of some of my family members I get yelled at and they try to give me statistics stating that a ( Read more... )

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So lately everyone has noticed how I tend to have the habit of criticizing myself and verbally batering myself when I do new things. Which made learning swing dancing last night not so fun right away but finally I stopped. I hate doing, not sure Why I do it, but I've done it virtually my whole life. That is part of my reason why I want to learn all ( Read more... )

This is just a lil shout to say thanks to everybody who has helped me through my lil dilemma. I really appreciate the help from everyone. I'm still going to struggle with this and usually the advice is easier said than done, but the unfortionate answer with most things in life that I hate knowing is that things in life have to be difficult because ( Read more... )

I keep trying to stay positive and veer my mind away from any negative thoughts. But my life is constantly surrounded with negativity. I know of three people who have had relapses and are guessing how long they have to live. One of them I love very much...strictyl hetero though, but he's a very brilliant kid and do many great things for this world ( Read more... )

I haven't had a lot of luck on new cars right now. I just checked insurance difference for all the cars I'm looking at and big difference with these new cars compared to the Sable. The one car I really liked is being sold by the same jerk who is selling the Mustang Convertible so I probably shouldn't buy that, he might try to rip me off. I'm going ( Read more... )

so I think i'm going to stop using my lj now. I know i've been saying I might for a while,but I hardly update now and when I do update it's just lil tid bits here and there. I don't post anything that's bothering me on here anymore or my pondering. I've actually started talking to friends more if something is bothering me, that and a majority of ( Read more... )

So as you can see I haven't posted on here in a while. It used to be i didn't post because I was too bitter and upset with my life and the world that I didn't think others could take my words, my thoughts and my emotions without cringing and asking me to repent for my mental sins. The posts I did put got a lot of responses where people would go " ( Read more... )