Anyone know where you can find those adorable photos of kids who are "getting married" or giving each other roses and those kinds of things?

It would make me a very happy person.

I feel empty. There's this aching...nothingness.
I hung out with the people who used to be my best friends not too long ago. They've moved on, made wonderful lives without me. And I really get the feeling that they don't care for me to be in their lives anymore. I'm the just-barely-tolerated hanger-on. I'm nothing more than a speck of dirt on their ( Read more... )

I've been feeling so wonderful lately, on the whole. I get to feeling lonely every once in a while, like a few minutes ago. But I'm able to deal with it so much better than I ever have.

See, there was this period of time, where I felt completely alone. I was losing my faith. Faith in my beliefs, in humans, in myself. But, the universe did something ( Read more... )

I feel so unnoticed, so worthless ( Read more... )

I found a chat log I had going with smarterchild over the summer. 
I asked him to marry me multiple times. He wouldn't talk to me because I cussed too much. He ignored me when I said I was going to kill myself. And he had some sort of system failure when I asked him if he masturbates. Good times, good times.

Homecoming tonight! Yay! I've been so excited for it ever since I bought my dress. It's pretty kick ass. It's black, goes down to right above my knees, has enough sleeve so that I can wear a real not-strapless bra with it, and this really deep plunge neck that shows me off wonderfully. Which is new for me, 'cause I'm constantly covering up, not ( Read more... )

Angela's taking me camping this weekend!
Haha, yes!!! I'm excited.
Now only if we could get some alcohol...

This crying isn't like me. It's just not something I do. But I cried while doing my homework yesterday, and when I went to bed...I nearly started crying right after school, and I cried as soon as I came home...I'm crying now. I hate it ( Read more... )

Me (while watching preview for 'Accepted'): College is going to be great.
Corey: You won't have everyone looking at you.
Me: What?
Corey: In college. You won't have everyone looking at you in the pool or anything.
Me: ...I know that. Did I say I was expecting it?
Corey: I'm just saying. You have to know how much "not prettiness" you have is all.

All the stuff he says..he's completely insensitive.

He used to say a bunch of stuff when an anti depressant commercial would come on TV. It says that "Depression doesn't just hurt mentally. It hurts physically, too". Or something of the sort. At first he just said "well no duh!", but then I mentioned to him that not everyone knows that. He changed ( Read more... )