what a kickass friday and weekend. Friday was driving testing day. I was soooo freakin nervous, when i finish the test, i was sweating from top to bottom! Yup. I made two huge mistakes and some more. and very horribly surprising, i freakin pasS!! barely!! 1 point wrong and i would've died! so yeah. WhOOHOOO! A couple of things really helped me tons ( Read more... )

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So i'm chillen. Everything seems really funny right now. I'm so proud of Pinky. She started as a denial lizbo. and now she told me, (the first one) and now she's accepted it even though she fights it sometimes. and today she let me tell some girls (more lizbos) that she thinks she's cute. hehe. it was fucken funny!!! too much fun @ work. With Pinky ( Read more... )

Saturday. Me and Jenny and momma' went to Riverside mall, 'galleria mall' and helped Jenny (cousin) pick out her stuff. It was pretty fun. So we chilled there for awhile. oh yes, i sensed a gay guy in the counter, then his friends came, and i told Jenny, hey i think those dudes are gay. (more to this story later) hehe ( Read more... )

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I suddenly got soooo many thoughts, a big boom! its amazing what some music and mixture of thoughts and other stuff can do. hehe! I need to improve my life! yes yes. i must. it will once i get my license, get a full time job ( Read more... )

It's been very boring and my tooth is starting to ache. fuck!! I have no insurance for that, and i'm gonna have to go 'cause its getting worse, that just adds another BIG bill to my freakin list. I need to go full time. soon. Nothings been exciting, figures, i don't have my freakin license. that has to change!! SOON! okay. this journal this is ( Read more... )

What a kickass saturday. I got up thinking i wasn't going to end up seeing Joshua, but mom felt a little better and was nice enough to take me there half ways. I love my mom! If it wasn't for her none of this wouldn't happen and I would be horribly depress now 'cause I didn't get my doses of medicine *wink ( Read more... )

*sigh* i hate feeling this way. My mom is really sick, she's been sick for a week, and it just gets worse. She said she might not able to take me to Ontario to see Josh. So I told her madly that I am with or without. She's always been really nice and try to make me happy.. i felt bad later on, i did wrong. I understand.. but just the fact that I ( Read more... )