Nights are the worst in bellvue. This is when all the “quality” workers go home and anyone who is brave enough to set foot in the place gets a paycheck to sit there.

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So im staring at the purple circle patch on the physical therapists coat, wondering who it is more insulting to that Bellvue is now a teaching hospital for NYU. I mean NYU owns every fucking thing in New York realestate wise, they make donald trump look like someone with a sublet to rent.

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The day finally came for me to leave the nicest hospital, so they tell me, in new york city, and transfer to the worst hospital in the country. So I said goodbye to my private room and got strapped into a wheelchair for the trip.

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Hm, am I allowed to celebrate easter ( Read more... )

So between random moments of anxiety attacks from lack of Morphine and whispered screaming matches with doctors telling them to fuck off and leave me alone, they decided I was all better and wanted to get me the fuck out as bad as I wanted to get out. This was great except for the fact I could barely sit in a wheelchair for more than 20 minutes ( Read more... )

I have been able to sit up to the edge to the bed on my own, and they are teaching my how to basically throw myself into a wheelchair. Woo woo time to party!

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Quick note, from the discussions i have had lately and from the emails i have received i think people have said the phrase "9/11" way too much and i think it has lost all meaning ( Read more... )

So im sitting in bed gnawing on the sheets, still sweating my ass off shivering so violently I cant hold a cup of juice to my lips. I have been trying desperately to get them to turn the air conditioning off which is blowing in my face. Course they cant do that as its all one system and blah blah blah blah who gives a fuck… Not to mention no one ( Read more... )

You know what I always found most interesting about worthless weekend warrior, pansy ass pathetic national guard chumps who guarded the rubble of the world trade center at ground zero after 9/11. It was the air of superiority, they never listened to anything, always assumed they were right despite overwhelming evidence that all they were doing was ( Read more... )

So they finally moved me out of ICU for the 1st time in 4 months to the “step down unit”.

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