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So here I sit in denver, at my father’s house. I am treated well, almost as well as the other pets. Noone ever asks what I want or my opinion on anything, but they shove food infront of me couple times a day. I guess it is really paradise compared to bellevue. /shrug ( Read more... )

It was still unbelievable to me these fucking morons think I started this fire on purpose. I was later informed there is no requisite intent needed for arson, you can just be a fucking wasted blacked-out moron and still be charged with it. Guess I needed to worry ( Read more... )

The day finally came when I was to be released. I sat in my wheelchair at the nurses station waiting from 6am to 1pm waiting without moving I was so anxious to get the fuck out of there.

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I heard some south african author on talk radio today. They were commenting on the elections in south africa where the black government officials were re-elected and how nice it is that south africa has had 10 years away from apartheid. They said how hopeful everyone was for a race-less society to fully develop there ( Read more... )

The day I was able to actually eat something without puking it back up was the happiest day in my life. Kind of sick, but true ( Read more... )

Oh yeah… Did I mention during various points in my pretend coma, my awakening, and my puke-fest, I was visted by 2 overly nice and friendly fire martials ( Read more... )

I cant do it, I cant figure out how to describe what its like to quit methodone cold turkey. To be more honest, i really dont want to think about it all that much so here goes the 5 minute version...

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A person can only take so much, before totally flipping out and doing something so crazy, irrational, and almost unbelievable.

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So in this nightmare realm where no one spoke english, and everyone had a lot to scream about I had 2 room mates which added to my Bellvue experience. The first one was this quiet japanese photographer, who knew some english and loved saying the word MoMa. "You see picture in MoMA?", he would ask at least 15 times a day, and apparently he was ( Read more... )