I just wanted to apologize...

because we never really shared.
 because we never really worked together.
 because everything came between us.
 and because I never got to bring you to neverland like I always hoped.

Now I'm trying to have everybody else along, and they won't come.

I need to leave the house, I need to leave the house.  NEED TO NOT LIVE HERE.

Okay so my sister threw a hand grenade into the house tonight and went ( Read more... )

Here we are...me, and the voices in my head that I jokingly refer to as my friends.  Yep, we're all here, chilling out together while billions of personalities do what they do all over the face of the planet, scurrying around like cockroaches or holed up in their boxes like I am, just awaiting a sign that something is going to change.

Like the ( Read more... )

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Here you go girls. It's me. (and in fashionable pink to boot)

You Are a Bad Girl
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I've been trying to work on my novel as much as possible.  The good news is that it's coming along quite well.

The bad news is that I've grown attached to the world I've created, and ( Read more... )

OKAY SERIOUSLY, let's cut it out with the guilt trip hate mail people.  GET OVER YOUR EMOTIONAL STUFF.

Stop e-mailing me two months after everything between us dissolved.  Half of it was your fault, so I'm only taking half the F****ng blame okay?  I've said I'm sorry, I meant what I said, leave it the F*** alone.  Get on with your life because I'm ( Read more... )

I'm going to see Nine Inch Nails perform live at Joe Louis Arena in a few days, and I am more excited about that than everything else on the planet.  Check that out:

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I'd give all of my non-essential organs for a time machine right now.

I want the last two years of my life to be gone.  I'd take the last four years and squish them down to 2 and we'd be all good.  Take ( Read more... )

Red rimmed eyes
Thrum of bass in my ears
Repetition
Repetition
All the uncertainty has me in water up to my knees
Wondering whether I sink or drown
Or just to step in further, walk out to sea
The waves hit me like the beat of the music
Powering my heart, pushing me along
Repetition
Repetition
 I'm nothing without headphones
Or all the ( Read more... )