Once again my motivations have been called into question.  The reason for my entire existence, even if it sounds a tad melodramatic, has seemed to other people as unworthy, as something I shouldn't try for.

I want to be famous.

Should I turn my back on what it is I want, and pursue my own thing ( Read more... )

I just concocted this.

In the summer it's difficult to believe that winter will ever come.
When friends are here they'll always be here, even if they're gone tomorrow.
All laughs and smiles are forever.
All eyes shine with the soft glow of youth.
All times are rollercoasters you don't have to wait in line for.
All nights are full of steam and ( Read more... )

Hey.  Since nobody's reading this, I'll post a bit of an update here for my viewing pleasure.

Last Tuesday I finished my first novel.  Not a book of short stories, not a half finished piece of crap, but an actual full length novel of about 300 pages.  It's my third book, the first two were collections of short stories.  None have been published, ( Read more... )

I want to talk about two things I feel are pretty universal.  The first: no woman ever knows what she wants.  The second: good guys never have the balls to go after what they want.

Let me take them backwards.  We'll go with number 2 first.  It's pretty ( Read more... )

I've been thinking, which is something I do way too much of lately.  And I'm not sure if I want to stay in the state.  I know I have plenty of friends who are really awesome, which would be terrible to give up.

On the other hand, there's something that's been wormed into my ( Read more... )

I decided ( Read more... )

I've been wanting to take things that aren't mine lately, and keep them.  It's ( Read more... )

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I've begun to take this thing far more seriously than I should. It's difficult for me to be anything but serious, because of the way my relationships with people run (which is to say hot or off). There is no middle ground. You're ( Read more... )

Here's something that happened to me the other day that I feel is worth sharing-

I was in the ( Read more... )