So I just finished another sub job, a relatively easy one.  The trouble is that it really pissed me off.

I am not a ( Read more... )

Track 2 of the book is done. Go me.

There's numb.  And there's the hot feeling in your face when you've realized that you're completely and utterly destroyed.  You're drunk and you're typing quick, you've overwhelmed yourself with worries.  Anything could come out into the open now, like open sores that haven't started to scab yet.

And ( Read more... )

There's one more really good reason why I'm upset right now, and it is this: I am a social retard.  I can just get comfortable in a social situation and take everything in, because what I like to do is catalogue things.

At the same ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about relationships and how they relate with the rest of our lives.  See, I think people have a fundamental problem with making decisions, and the reason has to do with television/video games.

When you grew up, because you were part of gen X or whatever, you got a ( Read more... )

Track 1 is complete. I've e-mailed it out. Go me.

I'm living by a philosophy right now that you might find useful, or perhaps even interesting.

I've just lived another minute of my life that I'm not getting back.  I'm older than I've ever been and now I'm even older.  Now I'm even older.

What I'm saying is this: every day you live can be a waste, or be a ( Read more... )

Alright, so Bowling Night was last night, the hurrah for all Hollywood kids that decided to get out for the first time in a couple of months.  Hollywood is, of course, the place where I am gainfully employed.

After my ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Club Night, one of the many things I organized for people at my place of employment.  The kicker of it is not a single goddamned person showed up.  So I'm giving up, after it was proven to me that only two or three people really want to go out.

It was stupid of me to think that this would actually work.  Oft ( Read more... )

one more thing that I found off ( Read more... )