i have so many issues....i can't be strong for everyone and myself...not anymore ( Read more... )

the self....it is who you are...it is who you are completely and totally....forever ( Read more... )

there is a somber intensity to me that no one knows of.......a creature hidden from the world for the world need not see him yet ( Read more... )

you know something fuck everyone....i fucking can't fucking win in anything...you know i just can't win...i just can't....i feel like giving up...everytime i need someone..there's no one...so you know...i think i gonna trust no one....i mean i have enough problems trusting people as it is...hell i don't even trust my family completely...so i guess ( Read more... )

You know what sucks....one cannot learn to be coldhearted....one can be born it....but one also can learn to be loving and warm.....i was born in loving and warm....

so my pain and my suffering is rooted in my loving warm devotion...

you know...sometimes i just sit back and I wonder....about everything....why i do wat i do....why i love the people i do....why i am who i am....i always try to make out everything to a logical reason.....but you then find anomalies within you equations...i am...i hope...i beg...that, like the phrase goes, the road to hell is paved with good ( Read more... )

I don't know...i just felt like posting these lyrics...this is a great song ( Read more... )

well first off...it been quite a while since i've written anything...and i am kinda freezing to death down here because i'm just a lil sick and have a lack of body heat as my toes go numb ( Read more... )

yea....trust....i guess it's a double sided issue...with me ( Read more... )

i can't take it....i just can't.....not talking about my problems is probably hurting me more than anything else....you know how people always say that the little things add up....well they do......i can't....i fucking hate people...i really do....my stupid bosses...they also say stupid shit to me all the time...usually my work week goes like this ( Read more... )