all it takes is my family ( Read more... )

yea....i'm the biggest lyer in the world...and probably one of the best....i don't know but i talk to no one about anything..and wat people do know i make i know so much more on them.....i guess i don't trust people...i guess i have trust issues...i don't talk about my problems...i don't talk to people....i don't call people anymore for help with ( Read more... )

so yea i totally haven't updated this in a while...but i have been working and chillen and making money ( Read more... )

bayside's poison in my veins ( Read more... )

touched and lost...the two things i feel most right now....i mean as open as i am...as talkative and loving and watever as i am i just don't feel it.....life....living doesn't seem real anymore...it's like i just exist...that's it....exist and nothing more...i have fallen....into a hole where time stops but the world continues........i need to move ( Read more... )

...my mind....the enigma...the greatest think i have....the enlightened_darkness the exists in the deep, symbolistic mystification called my mind...you know that place where thoughts are fresh and pristine always....and new ones....the youngest and most random of course are born as well.....one thought eats away at me.....this thought is of one ( Read more... )

lately...something has been off....kind of like the calm before the storm...everything is kewl calm and peaceful but then something happens and it's amazing painfully or unbelievably good....or some weird combination of emotions that is totally unexpected and incomparable...something is definitely off...i guess it just might be that life is so ( Read more... )

...you know i don't fucking get it anymore....i can't win with my family....i just can't....i can't win in life...i can't please anyone...i can't do anything right....i just want to fucking give up.....i can't take money in advance at my job without my so-called boss telling or asking my bro-in-law what i am doing....i just can't.....somehow ( Read more... )

...many people in this world believe in the idea of having a soul mate....now according to dictionary.com, they have two definitions for a soul mate ( Read more... )

in the mist amoung the snow that falls in my world.....there is good and bad.....and if it wasn't for the great people around me...i dontknow but thank you.......thanks to my great friends and family...i had a great time on my birthday......first i got up and missed my first class..i over slept....then i was born at 10:41 am....i wrote a beautiful ( Read more... )