i can't win....i really can't.....i found two.....and they were both awesome.....then i chose one....only one.....i chose for life....i never stopped...i never stopped loving her......i really truely didn't.....I always understood her....i love her.....but she won't let me marry her.....because she's sick......and i know i am always searching for ( Read more... )

...this is what i search for....in a girl of course....i want someone, mature, crazy, wild, random, fun, funny, talkative, listenative, quiet, sweet, romantic, appreciative, and understanding. I want a girl that sees thing in life from my point of view. I want a girl that is interested in me. I want a girl that is always thinking. One that is ( Read more... )

my so-called family.....they hate me.....they hate who i have become......they just do.....well you raised me and this is how i came out.....sorry mom sorry dad sorry sis1 and sis2......sorry i am a fuckup.....sorry for being the black sheep or the black duckling.....sorry for not totally fitting in....sorry for not complying with you......sorry ( Read more... )

thoughts.....yea simply thoughts ( Read more... )

here are some thoughts of mine ( Read more... )

well my weekend pretty interesting...well ok not really....i had work....then i froze outside for two hours drilling.....then chilled....pretty mellow weekend...it snowed...like 10 inches to a foot...totally awesome but i didn't break out the board....i don't want to ruin under side of it....so yea.. i am kinda bored...i have gotten into the Final ( Read more... )

In Psychology, Sigmund Freud came up with the psychological theory in which most of yor personality and personal habits are determined by wat happenes to you when your very young. He created several stages which children go through.....in this order....the Oral stage, the Anal stage, the Phallic stage, the Latent stage, and the Genital stage. In ( Read more... )

....life=stress ( Read more... )

peacefully calm....my world has slowed down....at least for today....i went snowboarding on saturday....I took my snowboard for it's maiden voyage....it was sweet....i just hate the fact that i have to like reteach myself everytime i go....but i mean i pick it up again quickly...it was sweet. i definitely felt like i had more control over my riding ( Read more... )

vlad....the person i am....it has come to be quite apparent that the person i am is not good enough for this life i lead.....misunderstood and hated......i am the black sheep with the heart of gold and aura of pure light.....my every intention in my actions never fucking work anymore....i just don't know how to deal with this....everything i have ( Read more... )