So I get up this morning because my dad and I planned to go to Wichita Falls, since I wasn't able to go to the zoo. My dad made a couple of phone calls we were going to drop Joe (my dog) to get groomed while we were away and by the time we came back we'd pick him up and come home. Obviously things couldn't go the way I would want them to. Instead I ( Read more... )

I'm more scared and precatious of things now than I was a week ago. A lot has happened in such a short amount of time. All of this helps me to refect on my life and the decisons I've made. I want to make my parents happy but I also want to stay with John. I know my parents may or may not like him, but I think we've changed and I'm hoping that like ( Read more... )

It is to my discomfort that I must write what I am about to say. Earlier this evening my mother received a phone call from one of my aunts. She had some very bad news. Unfortunately my cousin, her husband, and her 2 year old daughter were in a really bad car crash. The devastating impact instantly took her husband's life away, seriously damaged my ( Read more... )

Last night was better I went to bed on time well at least by 1:00am. And I know I said I wouldn't talk to him, but I gave in as I usually do. It was a good conversation. We've also decided we need somewhat of a break from each other, because our conversations are tending to get too heated. So he told me some good news, they have his choice of ( Read more... )

Thank you Danyelli for your support. I love you very very much!! Today is going to be better because I'm done with the past. I've been told not to contact or even call him. So I'm not going to. I know I've said this line in the past...but this time it goes for John. I'm tired of going to bed at night and crying until I fall asleep. I'm tired of ( Read more... )

I need something to look forward to in my life. I feel as if it has always been chaotic and hard to talk about. I love my parents and I want them to be happy, even if it means sacrificing my happiness. He keeps calling me a Hilton Heiress and says that that is all I want to do for the rest of my life. That is not true, I just want to be able to ( Read more... )

I'm not sure where I'm at right now....I really really want to have both feet on the ground, but these days it's like i'm tip-toe-ing or worse i'm crawling. I wish I could fix things to where I could make everyone happy. I wish I could do what's best for everyone and not have to worry about what others think. But now it's like whatever choices I've ( Read more... )

Recently my parents have decided to continuously badger me about my situation of being married. They keep saying they could have put me on their insurance but I'm married, they could have told my cousin to come stay with me in Wichita Falls and get an apartment but we can't do that because I'm married, they can't tell all their friends that I'm ( Read more... )

I can't believe it, I finally have my car!! I'm completely floored and totally thankful!! I guess praying more often than not does help, or at least I've just been really persistent. Either way you look at it, I'm not regretful and I'm going to drive extremely carefully. How super-duper-fabulous!! On another note I went to Wichita Falls today and ( Read more... )

What a difference $359 dollars is. I found the car that I want, it's fully loaded but my dad won't buy it because he thinks he can find a better deal. Now after doing some quality research I know the asking price for this car is reasonable, but it's highly unlikely that i'll be getting that car. It's like being a kid in a candy store and here I am ( Read more... )