I have not updated this thing in forever. I just got testing so I checked my horoscope and decided to come here. I did'nt even want to come to school today cuz I am really sick and it hurts to breathe because I can feel so much congestion in my lungs so last night I took some of my nefues cough syrup that knocks me the fudge out and so when I woke ( Read more... )

It is a beautiful day. Seriously. I have alot of raging emotions inside of me but I am gonna push them down and smile because there is more to life than tripping over the past. I am free. Nothing can tie me down. I hope that everyone else feels the same way. love megan

I am doing alright. I still hate myself for what i done. But it's all going to be ok. I am so glad that Brandon wants me to come hang out with him sometime. I realy miss him. He is a realy good friend. I am going to go to bed now and I love everyone.

Sitting here drugged up on these fucking pills that they said would "cure" me. Dreading the moment when my cigarette gets to the filter, knowing that all I will do is light another one up. I did some fucked up things...things that I will never get to change. I don't know why I did it. I'm sorry though. If I hurt anyone rather than myself, I know ( Read more... )

I kinda feel like my life is nothing but a dream. After I get home I don't even feel like I did anything. It's really weird. I hate it. I feel as if nothing is real. I just thought that I would share that. I hate Big A. Trapping you in a box for almost 8 hours is not fucking dicipline. It is driving me to mentally being crazy. I can hear myself ( Read more... )

I am cramping. I started ragging today. I was supposed to start ragging along a few weeks ago but the damn thing was late. But thats not the point the point is that I am now ragging and it hurts like a bitch. Why did Eve have to be such a bitch and eat the damn fruit off of the tree. AAAHHHH! I have no cigarettes. I think that I might go crazy. But ( Read more... )

Hey whats up homefries. That guy that I met might not be for me. But thats okay because I am gonna be alright. Big A sucks ass. I had after school detention today but I forgot about it. LIFES DANDY!!!!!!!! Seriously, just smile. WEll I am going to go to bed and I love everyone. SWEET DREAMS ~Meg~

For once in the longest time I had the most wonderfullest night!!!!!!!Me and somone stayed the night at someones apartment last night and I met this guy and I made out with him all night and All morning. I fell asleep in his arms around 6:00 in the morning and then we had to leave around 7:30. I am verry happy! I like this guy and he likes me too ( Read more... )

I was supposed to go to Lousville this weekend but I did'nt. It's a long story and I realy don't want to talk about it. I don't know. What am I supposed to say? I am begining to get on my own nerves. I'm lost and I can't be found. I'm sick of all of this pain. I'm sick of me. How many times have i done said the same fucking thing? Over and over ( Read more... )

I went home early today, I did'nt take my adderall so that I could be happy but for some reason I got really dizzy like I was gonna pass out and stuff. So I went home in second block. I talked to Stephen last night. Good in a way I guess. We are still friends, was'nt that what we was just supposed to be anyways because he fucking did'nt want to be ( Read more... )