last year i grew up. i had no choice. I had to leave my carefree attitude behind when i committed myself to being responsible and doing what i wanted to. Australia was the most amazing experience i could ever ask but when i took on that responsibility i had to give up a lot. My whole life my parents have done everything they can to make sure i don' ( Read more... )

what do you do when you know you are settling ( Read more... )

So today was probably the most emotional day i've had since...conference when i was a senior in highschool. I went into boston last night to stay with jill so i could make it to kelsey's meet today. I knew that i was going to come back upset because kels did what i never had the chance to do...but i was an absolute mess today. I woke up early and ( Read more... )

Couldn't sleep last night ( Read more... )

k so over the past few months, pretty much since i we came back from winter break i have devoted so much time and effort to dance club because it's my new Lakers. I've gotten to know all of the 'click' girls in the club and all of them kept on telling me stuff like, i should run to be an officer, i should start a dance class etc. Then one of them ( Read more... )

So i came home on saturday night and i'm leaving tomorrow morning. Sorry to everyone i didn't see; i needed to just come home and rest. Then i found out that the swim-a-ton was today; obviously i went. I let brett know i was coming and i surprised everyone else....i have never felt so at home and yet so out of place at the same time before. ( Read more... )

so it may be an intoxicated rant that is about to happen but whatever. There is no worse feeling than the feeling of knowing you've been replaced. Seeing that you've been replaced is even worse. Katie and kelly have replaced me with nikki, a girl who thinks she's so tough and decides to start friggen drama that happened a year ago. katie and kelly ( Read more... )

Alright, can someone please explain to me why when boys have the opportunity to make a move they don't take it but when the opportunity goes away...they all of a sudden are willing to take a step forward. Tj is doing what he always does. He's telling me how much he misses me and how he wants me to come home and just all the stuff he always does ( Read more... )

It's been a while...so i have work at 10 and it's almost one...and i'm drinking coffee....good life choices? i think not. anyways, so there's been a lot going on lately but i haven't felt the need to "hide" it all away by writing it here because i realize i have Erica. I have always had her and we never stopped being friends but when i was having a ( Read more... )

We all lead such elaborate lives ( Read more... )