Some girls are just meant to smile ( Read more... )

so here's the sitch that is going on. complexity to start. there's a guy that has caught my eye ever since erica mentioned it but since i'm with the guys almost all the time i've lost my "girl" qualities. So i need to figure out how to get this guy's attention. My first idea...walk to store 24 together? play video games with him? text back and ( Read more... )

Tonight was supposed to be a night where i got to just hang out with erica and it turned into an on and off easy night and it ended with a breakdown. The guys can be amazing sometimes but then other times i see that they are like a lot of guys. The night started good and then started to go crappy when jenna lost her phone. We finally got Jenna to ( Read more... )

So i had a very lovely night with my favorite person to spend my nights with: TJ. We went to Fort Phoenix and it was just nice. I always say how i feel like some day TJ will realize how much him and i just make sense and we will eventually get married or whatever but when i think about TJ and i actually dating...i can't see it happening. Like i ( Read more... )

k i'm done dealing with that issue i was having before and i'm moving on to my new issue of having sucky friends. it's really ironic that just when i was feeling nostalgic and wanting to tell all my friends back home how much i miss them that i'm reminded of why my friends at college are better. There are few back home that are still dear to me but ( Read more... )

So last night I came to the re-realization of how great my friends at fsc are. Tonight I hung out with Jon, zach, papp and guto mainly…and aaron. But jon was telling me about how on Sunday when I was outside talking to jon that inside the guys were talking about how I always get screwed over. Then they proceeded to say that if they were ever to ( Read more... )

words can't even describe how i feel right now. I miss my kids. the feeling i have right now is just horrible- knowing that my time at calumet is truly over is a horrible feeling. This summer was 100% the way i've always wanted it to be. I had friends that i could be myself with. I was the best counselor that i could be. i loved my department. i ( Read more... )

week 3 down, 5 weeks to go. i really miss my falcons :/ this summer is going by extremely slow because i really want college to be back. so this week i'm in girls cabin one and i'll probably be here all summer. it's different....i have the little kids, the 8 year olds. i usually have the 10 year olds. there is a big difference between 8 and 10 year ( Read more... )

so i'm almost done with my first week of pop rocks and i'm very disappointed by this summer thus far. like i completely prepared myself not to be here this summer and i feel like because of that i'm not as good of a counselor as i used to be. on top of that i'm enjoying pop rocks less because half the people that are here don't want to be here and ( Read more... )

what an eventful two days i have had. i went in and out of feeling good and bad about being here. i had a major much needed break down last night with sarah and then today just was better. i talked to ashley about everything and it's good. like tonight at one of the staff events i found myself just thinking to myself, 'wow...i've changed alot.' i ( Read more... )