I now write in my own personal journal. Thats right...handwritten. Its more personal this way, and its less annoying than typing, although I can't enter my thoughts as quickly as I can here. Stil though, there is something about writing my own thoughts down that is more appealing than typing.

Over and out.

So stefanny and I got back together for about 3 days. To me, everything was perfect.  Yesterday our communications was kind of sparse (this last weekend is when it happened) and I wondered what was up. So I texted her twice this morning with no response. I came into work and this is what I found (I sent her an autobiog. for proofreading as it was ( Read more... )

So now that my collarbone has healed to an appropriately level, maybe 60-70% I'd say, I have now started working out. I began running yesterday. I did a 20-minute stint at the SRC on the treadmill. To my surprise Beth was there running on another treadmill. Beth is the friend of the girl I was just seeing. I noticed as I was just finishing up and ( Read more... )

Well we were both at Dos last night and I ignored her the entire time. It was too painful. I wanted her back so bad. So I ended up buying her a rose today and giving it to her (I left it on her bike--i couldnt leave it anywhere else as I was concerned someone would take it). I asked if she would call me and during my lunch hour we spoke for about ( Read more... )

Well here is a small update to the recent happenings as of late ( Read more... )

Just give it time, just give it time. Thats all I need to do, and thats what I keep telling myself. I hate ambiguous situations where I dont know what is going to happen. Im not depressed or overly anxious, this stuff is just dominating my mind at the moment. The withdrawl phase from not seeing someone sucks. I wonder if she misses me? It sucks to ( Read more... )

When there is someone you really like it is hard to not think about them, especially since they dont want to talk to you anymore. I keep having throughts run through my mind of "just write her a letter with a rose in it" or "just text her or call her in a week and tell her it can still work" or "hopefully I will see her and it will just respark." ( Read more... )

A coworker of mine (because she apparently knows me so well) sent me this horoscope. I am an aquarius (Feb 2) and this is an aquarian horoscope. Im not much for reading horoscopes because its usually fabricated garbage, but this time it hit 100%.

Turning up the heat on a sizzling flirtation might seem like a great way to expedite a new romance right ( Read more... )

So there are the up and downs obviously. Its not that bad. She ended up emailing me today at work asking how my night was last night and how work has been so far (we would email each other back and forth all the time before). Strangely this has the scent and eerie similar feelings to when the last woman I was involved with seperated off from me. ( Read more... )

It would be a lie for me to say it wasn't difficult to put up with the withdrawl from not seeing someone anymore. I suppose this is normal for most people anyway, so why the hell do I complain? Cause it sucks and this is an outlet. Normally in a situation like this I talk about it to everyone I know, but for whatever reason this time its different ( Read more... )