So after having time to think about this situation I don't think its all that bad. she ended up responding after my email to her:

Thank you for the e-mail. I just returned to my desk and got a voicemail
about flowers. I'm assuming they are from you. That is really nice of
you. Thank you for that as well.

I think things would be a lot easier if there ( Read more... )

So I get an email from her today stating she'd like to elaborate on other things about our talk last night, and it amounts to this:

So one thing that stood out to me from last night's conversation was that you mentioned how you are use to girls who don't know what they want and are up in the air. Well, you definitely deserve someone who knows what ( Read more... )

For some reason I get extra worried for no acceptable reason when I start dating someone semi-seriously. I never approached the problem or really took a look at myself and asked why. It stemmed from dating girls in the past and them just dropping me for no reason, so over a period of time I became insecure about the issue and ever since it's been a ( Read more... )

Has it really been 2 years since my last addition? I recently remembered I used to post to this thing daily. I thought it would be interesting to dredge up what I wrote about. Talk about interesting...I reread everything I posted previously and I find it fascinating what was going on during my life at that time. Now that I recall, there were ( Read more... )

Well its been quite a while since I've written a serious update to my journal. I figured why not add a little more to this digital infinitum. It should be around forever, right ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since I updated...I started a new job at Compass Bank and its cool so far. They like giving out OT and bonuses which keeps me rather busy most of the time. I have to make dough for my bike which I'll purchasing in a few months ( Read more... )

My communication skills in person just suck.

Ever since I was hired at The Hartford I started seriously looking at purchasing a motorcycle. Of course I figured out then that it wouldn't be feasible because 1) I lived with my father at the time and he greatly opposes them, so he had some leverage on me there, 2) I was moving out in a few months to pay rent, so that took a chunk of change out ( Read more... )

On one half there are so many fucking things I want to say to that hypocritical bitch but on the other my mind is telling me to just drop it. I have an incredible urge to let her now much of a selfish fucking bitch she is just so I can get it out. !)*&@*(@&()*&*)(#&()*&#*(&$*(&*($&*($&(*&$*&$*$(*&$& I feel like screaming.

Well ist always a good day when you find out you were completely worthless to the person you fell inlove with, even during the relationship.

Not.