today i accidentally pressed the panic button at work.

everything has changed.

working at art store is good news
school is good as well
been painting and reading

looking for school and looking for appartments up north.
cant sleep , a little sick , and life is odd.
many relationships are on thin ice, but others are still strong.
I'm just so lost

things are good and bad. man man was amazing. Ive been doing small art work.yet life is still a little unsatisfying. i'm working on it. things are movin slow.

I'm all alone here now. Friends have move on to bigger and better things. Or better yet, left me stranded. John is here, but i cant spend all my time with me. The fact that we've been together a Year and a Half frightens me. School has started and it just feels like another September. My two year deadline at smc is approaching and i have ( Read more... )

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lets celebrate your under achievements.

so we got a bunch of glass and other amazing things from this woman's estate in Beverly hills. including the two parakeets. which i named derek and layla.
I'm starting a new mosaic project as well as some photo projects.
planning to go see Duckie the teapot lady this week as well as get some more free shit.
thank you world! thank you good karma!

ive just been listeng to derek and the dominoes all friggin week long and reading and working
and drinking marguritas with karen. and alot of waisting my life away in useless friveless ways. but its excelent

OLAY!