i just want to eat breakfast all day.

duckie wasnt there she was working run-fair
so i talked to ann and she was great. she talked about stickie trees and taxidermy creatures. she was old and wrinkled and in a bring sun dress. the house smelled like dust and maryjane. and there were no lights on . and i think i want to spend my summer there. she heald the teapot in her fingers and i ( Read more... )

Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
    Old time is still a-flying :
And this same flower that smiles to-day
    To-morrow will be dying.

popping pills. in a constant cloud of smoke. complains. and demands.
i need to get away.

lack of my owns space and some sort of respect.
they are still hiding the most immature things from me.

i want to leave so bad.

home again home again and looking for some change.
its lots of directions, but all for the better.
school is on pause and now i have to open my fucking eyes to what i'm really going to do.

Well lots happened. but most importantly i'm happy.

so daddio picked up my little sculpture and then dropped one part and it shattered on the concrete. so i violently threw the other two pieces across the studio and walked away.
then later when other events caused more and more stress i ran away from home.
and now i'm back. and now i'm packing.

Generally, in life, what makes you happy?

funny art projects, smiling old people, the guy who sticks his tounge out at you on the bus, zeppelin and casual cocktail music, talking to my friends parents who are impressed by wit and charm, when the model for my life drawing class gets a little old guy erection, when ginger lays on her back squeaking ( Read more... )

Things were said. and nothing changed really. so thats good. Its just good to know its there.

I booked the hotel. which means were ready to go.

Tonight i have to draw and draw and draw.

Everyone is yelling!

I LOVE YOU.
BYE!

A while ago we layed in bed and i wasnt that tired, so we turned on the lights and music and played monopoly till 4 am.
Friday which was two days ago, i did dinner and dessert and art talks and lookin around around with dean, then went to battle of bands. misha's band won, which was deserved. But all i could do was watch john dance around with the ( Read more... )