I have been offered my job back..and I have taken it. I will stay with the same pay and benefits as I had when I left. The only thing that is different, is my code which will be switched from inactive to active. ...wal mart...here i come. i'm not thrilled about having to wear hot khaki pants in the summer. however...life goes on.

i realized that i wasnt being the man i know that i am. and i refuse to play petty games like i'm in junior high again. no one can take my best friend away, no...not even you. and hopefully that will be okay. it isnt like me to purposly aim to hurt a person..actually i'm in awe. i try not to think of who i've become but when i do it feels like a ( Read more... )

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wow...you know that i'm having horrible insomnia when i wake up and write in...*gasp* livejournal. besides, it's been way too long. i have more to say than i could ever take the time to type, so...bits and pieces. i'm sure they will all be jumbled and make no sense ( Read more... )

things that fly high in the sky like broom sticks and little sticks and lots of things that i might tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....................to fly so high in the skyyyyyyyyyy. the sky the sky the shkyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. eh heh. i'm high..and i never really get like this. where i have random funny thoughts in my head that arent act ually ( Read more... )

she has this way of making me feel strong. i can hold up under all of this because she said i can. i've always needed someone to tell me it will be okay, and you can do it. that keeps me going....she has faith in me and faith in my ability to take care of myself ( Read more... )

now i know excatly how she felt...i wake up feeling anxious and gross. i cried all morning and i made myself sick...i left work early and slept all day. i think i'm feeling better ( Read more... )

i smoke a lotta weed....hah. fuck credit problems that are in my name but shouldnt be because i was under 18, and fuck not getting the apartment because of it. they can suck my cock. the end.

omg..can u say party? hotel party. we had a fucking blast. liz smoked and she loved it. I LOST WEED! like..a dime. i went to the store to get a blueberry blunt wrap..and came back and my weed was gone. so i went to look for it...bad idea..i got lost wonderin around the hotel..liz and desiree had to come find me. lol. it was great. got like a lil ( Read more... )

somethings just arent going so well. all i do is eat. honestly, i've never eaten so much in my life. i'm messy..i don't clean i just lay on my ass all the time. my free time is spent the way i want to spend it, with liz. my chest hurts from smoke....my face is full of pimples... i need to get my shit together. i donno. i feel like shit... ( Read more... )