last night was the most random night i've seen in a while. sometimes i wish i could get inside someone's head and see what they're really all about. what their intentions really are. i would really love to know what last night was all about. too bad i have to "play" this one perfectly. o god im so miserable at this ( Read more... )

dearest journal i've been neglecting you and im starting to think that i need something like you more than i would like to admit. i need a place to sit and let out even the smallest daily occurances. i think it will make me stronger. i think it can make any person stronger. no longer am i going to analyze...just let it out and let it be what it is ( Read more... )

closure is not so closuring as i would of thought. i sort of had to choke it back. then i fell into the uncomfortable comfort. the kind where you should be comfortable...but you have to hold yourself back. i guess that will always be a part of my life that will be a little mixed up and emotional. but im glad to take it for what it was and what it ( Read more... )

i could be just a tad out of control lately...

but its all in good fun

honestly im just waitin for a phone call...and we'll see where i end up

i just hope im reading everything the right way...i seem to be gettin the hang of this...lol

what would someone's mother do if their daughter got a huge tattoo on the back of her neck. lets make this interesting. what would MY mother do ( Read more... )

so apparently its cool not to answer your cell phone. me and amy got to exit 92 and there was still no word from stupid stupid mr. gear. cool. but natalie called with interesting information about weird people and we headed that way ( Read more... )

i never have any journal comments ( Read more... )

well its actually starting to feel like summer. i don't know how to explain it but summer definitly has a feel. you could be doing the same exactly things that you were doing months ago..but it would all feel differnt. but its not the weather. everything is different. people act different ( Read more... )

arguing with my mother is like running in circles. it never goes anywhere. so thats why for a while now i stay away. im only around when im expected to be. i get out of the house as often as possible. i figure that if the two of us can't seem to get along the best thing to do is limit contact. but then again...why wouldn't she have a problem with ( Read more... )

i love when things are new and you can't really tell what they are. that way they're exciting. you never know where its all going or where it will end up. and after everything i've been through this year i've learned to let things just flow. who really cares where its going? does it really have to go anywhere? why can't it just be fun ( Read more... )